My brother proposing to Minnie Mouse at Disneyland and having the cute dancer guy blow me a kiss are the highlights of my day. ^___^

• Get a part time job
• Vacation in San Francisco
• GO TO CARS LAND AT DISNEYLAND
• Have a summer love…. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 
• Watch the whole series of How I Met Your Mother
• Read more Nicholas Sparks books
Do..,yeah..(get drunk high and roll)
• ID FEST!
• Watch tons of movies
• BEACH DAY <3 <3 <3 
• Go to Coronado Beach
• BOILING CRAB!
• Disneyland A LOT!
• Hookah Bars
• Have a nice 18th birthday.
• etc etc etc

I want an INTERESTING but productive summer before college. ^___^

It is still hard to believe that I am graduating high school. I remember sitting in the stands last year watching class of 2011 graduation ceremony. At that moment, my graduation felt so far away, but in reality it wasn’t.
My senior year just flew by. And just like high school, I met plenty of people, gained experiences, learned from my mistakes, and made a lot of memories. But I also had my break downs, my bad days and my lost love…
Today at Uroosa’s birthday lunch, my friends and I were reminiscing on all the good times we had together. It was today that we truly realized that our friendship is something else, and that the six of us will be friends for a very long time. 
Graduating is a bittersweet combination of nostalgia and  excitement. I’m still not ready to let it go, because so many wonderful memories were made during these last four years. 
CONGRATULATIONS DIAMOND BAR HIGH SCHOOL’S CLASS OF 2012!

And for the future, I have to admit that I am terrified. In high school I came to terms that I am not good enough for anything or anyone, so I’m scared that that’s going to apply to my future as well. I want to be success, so I will push my self to get there. Love on the other hand…that is still postponed, but I am getting through it slowly. But I know that adventure awaits once graduation is over and I am ready to face them.

and another door opens…

I want to move to a place where no one knows my name and/or my story. I need to start over. My life is filled with too many expectations and problems. I’m tired of the pain that I got this year…and it feels like the end isn’t even close. Can I please leave this place or someone please stop time because I need time to breathe.

I just want to graduate high school, get my bachelors then finally move to San Francisco. Sigh 4 more years to go.